I am done. Or, at least I really want to be. I can't live like this anymore. I want to feel like I'm worth something. I want to feel like words and promises aren't empty and that they aren't just fillers until going back to an old lifestyle. I need something so much more for myself. I know God created me to be driven and strive to do better, to use my gifts.
So what's next? Well I don't know. I'm just emotionally exhausted and can't find the beauty or worth in it. I need things I can't get attached to, yet get the praise or feeling of worth that I strive for. I know God enjoys it when I use the gifts and talents He's given. I'm ready to explore what else is out there and how I could maybe be a part of it.
Ok, I get I'm frustrated and exhausted and that this post is written out of those feelings. But those are the feelings I'm tired of. I need a change.
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