I can't stand selfish people. I can't stand when people think that what they're doing is a "good thing" yet all they do is do things to make them feel happy not other people. I can't surround myself with those people. I need to feel happiness and joy. The only ones I truly get that from are Jesus, my family, and select friends. I hate that being around such people, selfish people, make me feel angry and hurt. I hate this. I can't put on the mask that everything is okay for much longer. Why do I keep doing this to myself?? I need my fairytale yet the situation I'm in will never make that happen. I'm done. I've waited too long, and I will wait no longer!